Chapter 82: Trust and Intimacy
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Summary
Baz hunts rabbits and a fox before his father drives him to the train station. In London, he enters his aunt Fiona's flat and finds Nico there. Nico explains that Fiona stepped out for breakfast. The two have a tense conversation about Nico's engagement to Fiona. Nico claims he has stopped feeding on humans and is now "vegan," feeding only on animals, and that he would never harm Fiona. When Fiona returns, Baz presents her with his mother's sapphire-and-diamond ring as a wedding gift. Fiona initially refuses, then accepts after Baz says his father hoped he might give it to a girl. She jokes that Simon Snow is not getting her mother's ring; Baz laughs and reassures her. He then goes to Simon's flat, letting himself in. Simon wakes up, grabbing a knife in defense, then relaxes. They share an intimate moment in bed. Simon has cuts on his wings from the glass in the Chapel, which will heal slowly. They talk about trust: Simon admits he lied to protect Baz and Penny, and Baz asks him not to lie again. Simon refuses, saying he trusts Baz to trust his decisions. Baz calls him infuriating, but they kiss deeply. Simon strips and expresses his love, promising to keep trying. Baz tells Simon he believes in him. The chapter ends with Simon asking if he can touch Baz, and Baz nodding.
Key Events
- Baz hunts before leaving Oxford and travels to London.
- Baz finds Nico at Fiona's flat and learns of their engagement.
- Nico reveals he has become a vegan vampire (feeding only on animals) and will not turn Fiona.
- Baz gives Fiona his mother's ring as a wedding gift.
- Baz goes to Simon's flat, where Simon mistakes him for a goblin.
- Simon shows Baz the cuts on his wings from the chapel glass.
- Baz and Simon discuss disappointment and trust, with Baz insisting he believes in Simon.
- They share a deeply intimate kiss and physical closeness.
- Simon promises to keep getting better for Baz.
- The chapter closes with Baz consenting to Simon's touch.
Character Development
Baz: This chapter shows Baz's growth in family loyalty and emotional vulnerability. He gives away his mother's ring to Fiona, a meaningful gesture indicating he values her happiness more than the keepsake. He also initiates intimacy with Simon, openly admitting his belief in Simon and his own need for trust. Baz's internal voice reveals that his love for Simon is richer and more complex than he imagined.
Simon: Simon demonstrates maturity by accepting that he sometimes disappoints Baz but vowing to keep trying. He sets boundaries: he will continue to make decisions he believes are right, even if that means lying. His physical description—his hair, wings, tail, and the marks of his transformation—underscores his changed body and his determination to build a future. Simon's perspective shows his desire to be gentle and to learn what Baz likes.
Fiona: Though briefly seen, Fiona accepts the ring with emotion and shows her love for Nico. Her quick joke about Simon Snow reinforces her protective, sharp-witted nature, while her hug with Baz reveals her appreciation.
Nico: Nicodemus Petty, the vampire, reveals he is reforming his diet for Fiona. His intention to marry her and his decision not to turn her suggest a genuine change. His snarky demeanor masks a deeper commitment.
Themes, Symbols, or Motifs
Trust vs. Protection: The central conflict of the chapter. Simon believes he must lie to protect Baz; Baz demands total honesty. Their argument shows the tension between love and autonomy.
Intimacy as Connection: The physical closeness between Baz and Simon symbolizes their emotional bond. Baz's description of kissing in color vs. black-and-white emphasizes that real intimacy surpasses his fantasies.
Family and Sacrifice: Baz gives up his mother's ring, a valuable heirloom, to bless Fiona's marriage. This act represents his willingness to support family, even unconventional relationships.
Vampire and Magical Metaphors: Nico's "vegan" diet highlights the theme of self-control and change for love. Simon's injuries from broken glass in the chapel echo the destruction of the old magical world and the need to heal.
Why This Chapter Matters
Chapter 82 deepens the emotional core of the Baz/Simon relationship. It resolves the tension from the previous chapter where Simon lied about his plan with the Humdrum. Here, they confront the issue directly and choose to move forward despite disagreement. Baz's gift to Fiona also reinforces his commitment to his remaining family. The chapter sets a tone of tentative hope: both young men are learning to trust and to adapt to each other. It paves the way for the final chapters, where they must face external threats together.
Study Questions and Answers
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Why does Baz give Fiona his mother's ring?
Answer: Baz wants Fiona to have the ring as a wedding gift. He believes he will see it more often on her hand than if it stays in a box, and it allows his father's hope (that Baz might give it to a girl) to be redirected toward Fiona's marriage. -
What does Simon mean when he says, “This is what people do”?
Answer: Simon is referring to the way people in love try to stay close, keep trying to hold onto each other, and make promises to improve. He sees this as a natural human (and magical) attempt to build a lasting bond. -
How does the conversation about disappointment and trust evolve between Baz and Simon?
Answer: Baz begins by saying Simon constantly disappoints him, but quickly clarifies he doesn't mean it. Simon accepts the criticism and says he will keep getting better. Baz insists he believes in Simon, and Simon asks if Baz trusts him. Baz confirms he does. They then move into physical intimacy, with Simon reassuring Baz that he will stay present.