Chapter 85: A Crazy Little Thing Called Hormones – Hugh
Spoiler Notice
This chapter summary contains details from Chapter 85 of Releasing 10. If you have not read through this chapter, proceed with caution.
Summary
On August 28, 1999, Hugh reflects on the moment everything shifted for him: the kiss in the sea cave at the coast and a later kiss during spin the bottle. He realizes he is in love with Lizzie Young and now sees her differently, but he cannot muster the courage to ask her to be his girlfriend. His body responds to her with new intensity, which he finds confusing and embarrassing. While setting up a tent in his garden with his friend Feely, Hugh brings up puberty. Feely reveals he had his first kiss with Maura McGuinness, describing it as unpleasant. Hugh then explains human reproductive biology to Feely after realizing Feely knows only about farm animals. The conversation highlights both boys' lack of paternal support: Hugh cannot talk to his absent father, and Feely has an unsupportive father, Paddy Feely. Despite gaining some clarity, Hugh remains emotionally ill-equipped to handle his feelings and hormones.
Key Events
- Hugh acknowledges his love for Lizzie Young after kisses at the coast and during spin the bottle.
- He spends the summer wanting to ask her to be his girlfriend but keeps delaying out of fear.
- While erecting a tent, Hugh confides in Feely about his troubling thoughts.
- Feely shares his own experience of kissing Maura McGuinness, which he likens to a washing machine with teeth.
- Hugh realizes Feely is ignorant about human puberty and ends up teaching him about reproductive organs.
- Both boys lament the absence of reliable paternal figures in their lives.
- The chapter concludes with Hugh still struggling to cope with his hormones and emotions.
Character Development
- Hugh: Transitions from seeing Lizzie as a best friend to experiencing both romantic love and sexual attraction. He is acutely aware of his own emotional and physical changes but feels isolated in dealing with them. His resentment toward his absent father deepens.
- Feely: Initially presented as the older, knowledgeable friend, he is revealed to be embarrassingly ignorant about human puberty. His vulnerability and trust in Hugh show another side of his character, and his own difficult family situation is hinted at through mention of his father Paddy.
Themes, Symbols, or Motifs
- Absent Fathers: Both Hugh and Feely lack fathers who can guide them through puberty. Hugh's father hides behind a closed door; Feely's father, Paddy, is described as even less understanding. This absence forces the boys to rely on each other.
- The Tent as a Teaching Tool: Erecting the tent becomes a metaphor for constructing understanding. The physical labor parallels the awkward, hands‑on sex education Hugh provides to Feely.
- Knowledge vs. Understanding: Hugh knows the facts of puberty but cannot process the emotional and physical reality. Feely knows animal reproduction but is clueless about his own body. The gap between book knowledge and personal experience is a central motif.
- The Coast Cave and Spin‑the‑Bottle Kisses: These events act as catalysts for Hugh’s emotional awakening, transforming a long‑held flame into an overwhelming fire.
Why This Chapter Matters
Chapter 85 deepens Hugh’s character by revealing his internal struggle with first love and puberty. It also expands on the theme of inadequate parental guidance, a recurring issue in the series. The conversation between Hugh and Feely strengthens their friendship and shows that even the older boys lack essential knowledge. This chapter sets up Hugh’s romantic trajectory with Lizzie and foreshadows future challenges in their relationship.
Study Questions and Answers
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Q: What event causes Hugh to realize his feelings for Lizzie have changed?
A: The kiss in the fairies’ sea cave during the trip to the coast, followed by another kiss during a game of spin the bottle, makes him understand that he loves Lizzie in a romantic and physical way. -
Q: Why does Hugh feel he should have been able to talk to his father about puberty?
A: Hugh knows the biological facts of puberty, but he struggles to cope with the emotional and physical reality. He believes a father should provide reassurance and guidance, but his own father is absent, leaving Hugh to rely on friends. -
Q: How does Feely’s lack of knowledge about human puberty contrast with his expertise on farm animals?
A: Feely is knowledgeable about animal reproduction from living on a farm, but he is completely ignorant about human reproductive biology. Hugh ends up explaining the human male reproductive system to Feely, highlighting the difference between theoretical and practical understanding.