Chapter 50 Summary and Analysis
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Summary
Chapter 50 opens with Ishu reflecting on how different dating Hani for real is from their earlier fake arrangement. He notes that when Hani holds his hand now, it's because she genuinely wants to, not because she's performing for friends. This summer, Hani has pulled him out of his usual study routine, taking him to places he'd never visited, like her parents' mosque barbecue and, today, St. Stephen's Green park during a heatwave. They're sharing bubble tea, and Ishu admits that normally the crowded park would annoy him, but with Hani in his arms, he doesn't care.
Hani, ever enthusiastic, suggests they take up crocheting, claiming her mother finds it calming. Ishu dismisses the idea, saying it doesn't suit him. Then Hani spots a group of buskers setting up and wonders what they'll play. She suggests they start their own band. Ishu points out that she doesn't play an instrument, but then reveals he once learned guitar as a child, though badly, and only because he and his sister Nik wanted to form a band. Nik was far better, and Ishu hasn't touched the guitar in years. Hani is delighted and teases him about it, insisting he should pick it up again.
Their lighthearted moment is interrupted by a text from Nik. Ishu groans, knowing he's been putting off telling his mother about Nik's upcoming wedding. Hani encourages him, saying it won't get easier. They lie on the grass, and Hani playfully imagines Ishu becoming better than Nik at guitar. She holds his hand, and Ishu feels the warmth of her skin.
When Ishu returns home, his mother (Ammu) is cooking chicken curry and rice. She notes he's been out with Hani again, with a slight edge in her voice, implying she'd rather he study. Ishu takes a deep breath and brings up Nik's wedding, which is in two weeks. Ammu's expression hardens; she and Nik haven't spoken in months. Ishu asks if she's really not going, warning she'll regret it. Ammu says she can't always do what she wants, citing Abbu (his father) and the belief that supporting Nik's