Chapter 43: 1986–1987 Summary, Themes, and Analysis

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(Summary: The chapter opens on a Saturday night in 1986, with Ryan drinking heavily at a gallery event and after-party. He reflects on the temporary relief alcohol provides, though he also acknowledges the spiral it causes. The next morning, while his infant daughter Jet sleeps, Ryan and his wife Lillian are intimate for the first time in weeks. He prepares a large breakfast, but his hand shakes, so he retrieves a hidden bottle from a closet and takes a drink. He serves pancakes to Lillian and Jet, and they share a happy moment. He then calls his father to announce the birth of his daughter, but his father responds dismissively, cutting the call short. Later, an artist cancels and the gallery faces a rent increase. Ryan drinks beer at home while struggling to get Jet to sleep. Lillian brings up the apartment lease and suggests buying a house, which Ryan finds unrealistic. They argue, and Ryan throws a bottle at her head. Lillian leaves with the baby, and Ryan leaves with a bag. He stays on Matteo's couch, dreams that the bottle hits Jet, and vows not to return. He reflects on his addiction and his realization that he has become like his father, whom he despises.)

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(Key Events: - Ryan drinks heavily at a gallery event and after-party on Saturday night. - Sunday morning, Ryan and Lillian are intimate for the first time in weeks. - Ryan's hand shakes while cooking breakfast; he secretly drinks from a hidden bottle. - Ryan calls his father to tell him about Jet; his father dismisses him. - An artist cancels and the gallery faces a rent increase, adding stress. - Ryan drinks beer at home while trying to get Jet to sleep. - Lillian suggests buying a house; Ryan argues and throws a bottle at her head. - Lillian leaves with Jet; Ryan leaves with a bag. - Ryan stays on Matteo's couch and dreams the bottle hits Jet. - Ryan vows never to return, acknowledging his addiction and his resemblance to his father.)

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(Character Development: - Ryan: This chapter marks a critical turning point in Ryan's character arc. He begins with self-deception, believing he can manage his drinking and still be a good family man. His hidden bottle and his rationalization that alcohol makes him a better man than his father show his denial. However, his violent act—throwing a bottle at Lillian—shatters that illusion. He becomes an observer of his own actions, disgusted by the man he sees, who is the spitting image of his abusive father. His dream of the bottle hitting Jet reveals his deepest fear, and his vow not to return is both an act of abandonment and a twisted form of protection. He acknowledges that he has crossed a line and that he cannot stop drinking, even as he recognizes the pain it causes. - Lillian: Though we see her only through Ryan's eyes, her actions are decisive. She leaves with the baby after the violence, showing strength and self-preservation. She initially insists it was a mistake, but Ryan rejects that excuse, indicating her attempt to rationalize the abuse. Her suggestion to buy a house shows her desire for stability, which Ryan cannot provide. - Jet: As an infant, she is a passive presence, but her crying and her presence at the breakfast table highlight the stakes of Ryan's addiction. The dream of the bottle hitting her underscores the threat his violence poses to her. - Ryan's father: Though he appears only in a phone call, his dismissive response—