Chapter 31 Summary, Analysis, and Key Takeaways

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Summary

Maddie returns to the OTP office for the first time in two weeks, following her father's death. The chapter opens with her preparing for the day at home, her hands shaking as she buttons her cardigan and a familiar heat creeping up her throat — a physical sign of the anxiety that has become her constant companion. After her flatmate Jo leaves, Maddie has ten minutes of silence, during which she uses the toilet twice and whispers a prayer asking God to help her get through the day. She hears no answer, and reflects that she'll have to wait to find out whether her prayer was heard.

Her mother texts her from London, telling her God is with her and encouraging her to call if work becomes too much. Maddie reflects that her mother wouldn't actually be the person she'd call on a bad day, because she'd likely end up feeling worse or, at the very least, dramatic and ungrateful. Still, she acknowledges she shouldn't assume — everyone has the element of surprise within them.

The train ride feels too short, and her heart beats hard and fast at the looming sight of the OTP building. She enters with her key fob alongside Tina from Sales, who greets her; Maddie parrots a reply. In the office, Kathy greets her with a sympathetic head tilt, and Maddie responds with a quiet