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Chapter 3 Summary and Analysis

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The chapter opens at Rafferty Family Veterinary Hospital, where Pepper encounters a teenage girl struggling to coax her Great Dane, Sarah, into the clinic for routine blood work. Pepper's gentle, practiced manner with animals—pressing her forehead to the dog's skull and promising peanut butter—persuades Sarah to cooperate, and the girl is grateful. Inside, Pepper moves through the familiar chaos of the clinic: Judy on the phone at reception, a Jack Russell fixated on a guinea pig, a kennel worker mopping urine, and her mothers, Lydia and Annie, tending to an anesthetized cat and a black Lab named Albert.

As Pepper helps drain an abscess and assists with Albert's injection, she asks her mothers whether they ever learned anything more about who left her as an infant. Both Lydia and Annie insist they have no hidden knowledge, and Pepper believes them. The narrative then flashes back to Pepper's sophomore year of high school, when she was bullied—stuffed in a locker with a slur written on it—and her mothers responded by serving her ice cream for dinner. The next time someone harassed her, Pepper bit the boy's arm like a dog, earning only detention and another ice cream dinner with hot fudge and extra cherries.

The flashback continues: when Pepper was fifteen, she saw Tilda Hogan, a longtime client of her mothers' clinic, opening the family mailbox late at night. The next morning, her mothers found a cashier's check for $100,000 addressed to Pepper, with a Post-it note reading simply

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