Chapter summaries Leave Me Behind K.M. Moronova

Chapter 6 Summary: Kapitel 5 – A Fateful Encounter

Spoiler Warning: This summary and analysis contain detailed spoilers for Chapter 6 of Leave Me Behind. Proceed only if you have read the chapter.

Complete and Chronological Summary

Five years before the main timeline, the Dark Forces unit Riøt is marching back to base. Private Nell Gallows, battered and bruised, slips away from the group to soak in a hot spring, seeking relief from constant harassment by other soldiers. As she relaxes in the warm water, Sergeant Jenkins arrives and startles her. Assuming she will be punished for leaving formation, Nell covers herself and apologizes. To her shock, Jenkins does not order her to leave. Instead, he offers a rare smile, undresses, and joins her in the spring.

Jenkins questions whether the other soldiers still bother Nell. He then reveals that he knows she killed a fellow soldier named Barlet—a man he himself had marked as a traitor. Nell fears this knowledge will cost her the cards she needs to escape the Dark Forces, but Jenkins reveals he has no intention of reporting her. He wants to take her under his wing, to help her “blossom into the monster” she truly is. He confesses that he likes her. Jenkins kisses her, and in that moment Nell understands that he will destroy any remaining goodness in her.

Key Events

  • Nell leaves the march to soak her injuries in a hidden hot spring.
  • Sergeant Jenkins discovers her and, instead of reprimanding her, joins her in the water.
  • Jenkins tells Nell he knows she killed Barlet, but that Barlet was already on his traitor list.
  • Jenkins offers to mentor Nell, describing her as a monster like himself.
  • Jenkins kisses Nell, and she realizes he will corrupt the last of her innocence.

Character Development

  • Nell Gallows: This flashback reveals Nell’s vulnerability and desperation for peace. Her immediate fear of Jenkins shows her low status in the unit. Her willingness to accept his dangerous offer hints at her latent capacity for violence and her deep need for belonging.
  • Sergeant Jenkins: Jenkins is portrayed as a cold, feared killer who takes pleasure in intimate violence. His smile and gentle demeanor in the spring are a shocking contrast to his reputation. Offering to nurture Nell’s monstrous side shows he sees a reflection of himself in her and desires a protégé.

Themes, Symbols, or Motifs

  • The Monster Within: Jenkins explicitly calls Nell a “monster” and promises to help her become one. The chapter explores the idea that monstrous traits can be cultivated rather than born.
  • Water as Renewal and Danger: The hot spring provides temporary relief from pain and isolation, but it is also the setting where Nell’s fate is sealed. Water symbolizes both cleansing and submersion into darkness.
  • Power Dynamics and Mentorship: Jenkins holds all the power—military rank, knowledge of Nell’s secret, and physical dominance. His “mentorship” is a coercive bond that blurs lines between protection and corruption.
  • Eyes as Windows to the Soul: Multiple references to Jenkins’s eyes—described as dark and heavy—convey his watchfulness and the intensity of his interest in Nell.

Why This Chapter Matters

Chapter 6 is a critical flashback that deepens our understanding of Nell’s past and her psychological formation. It provides the origin of her relationship with Jenkins, explaining how she came to be under his influence long before the main events. The chapter also establishes Jenkins as a complex antagonist: not simply a brutal enforcer, but a calculated manipulator who grooms Nell for the violence he sees in her. This foundation will make subsequent choices and betrayals more resonant.

Study Questions and Answers

  1. Why does Jenkins not report Nell for killing Barlet?
    Jenkins admits that Barlet was already on his personal list of traitors. Rather than punishing Nell for a murder that served his own ends, he sees her action as proof that she shares his ruthless nature. He wants to shape her into an asset.

  2. What does Nell mean when she says Jenkins “would ruin the last bit of good left in me”?
    Dickins’ kiss and promise of mentorship come after Nell has already been brutalized by her peers. She still retains some hope of earning her cards and leaving the Dark Forces. Jenkins’ offer to nurture her monstrous side extinguishes that hope; she knows he will steer her further into darkness and violence.

  3. How does this chapter change the readers’ perception of Jenkins?
    Until this flashback, Jenkins was only known for his reputation as a heartless killer. Here, he displays vulnerability (smiling, affectionate touch) and a twisted kind of care for Nell. It complicates his character, showing he is not purely sadistic but rather a predator who values connection and legacy.

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