Characters Some Desperate Glory Emily Tesh

Avi in Some Desperate Glory: Character Analysis, Motivations, and Arc

Overview: The Architect of Cheating Fate

Avi—full name Avicenna—is the novel's most morally ambiguous figure: a brilliant hacker, agoge designer, and self-described bad person who believes Earth lost the war because humanity didn't cheat fast enough. He is introduced as a friend of Magnus who once guided him through the Doomsday simulation, and he becomes Kyr's reluctant ally, then her adversary, then her collaborator across multiple timelines. His arc traces a movement from cynical self-interest toward something like loyalty, though he never fully abandons his conviction that winning justifies any means.

Avi is physically unremarkable—short, with red hair and a bad squint—but intellectually formidable. He is queer, isolated on Gaea Station, and shaped by a system that gave him no family and no future. His defining trait is not cruelty but a kind of desperate pragmatism: he will do whatever it takes to escape, to survive, and ultimately to control the forces that destroyed his world.

Plot Role: From Background Hacker to Universe-Shaper

Avi first appears in Chapter Five when Kyr seeks him out to locate Magnus. He initially resists, citing the risk of exile or execution, but agrees when Kyr offers him a way off the station. His condition—that she take him with her—reveals his primary motivation: escape.

Once on Chrysothemis, Avi's role shifts. He tracks Magnus, then betrays Kyr by taking her weapons, sending her to a traitor, and creating a tiger that wounds Mags. His goal is to seize control of the Wisdom node, which he does, using it to destroy majo worlds. Kyr kills him for this act, snapping his neck.

In the alternate universe of Val's timeline, a different Avi appears—one who repaired the Wisdom and serves Providence. This version is more openly cruel, taking Yiso hostage and threatening them with a knife. Kyr kills him too.

In the final timeline, Avi is restored to his original role as a Systems hacker. He helps Kyr and Mags plan the rebellion, fakes a majo attack to trigger evacuation, and sabotages the shadow engines. He survives the station's destruction and joins the escape aboard the Victrix.

Motivations and Traits Shown Through Actions

Avi's motivations are consistent across timelines: escape, control, and revenge.

  • Escape: He agrees to help Kyr only if she takes him with her, stating he will not return. He later tells Kyr he always thought he could get out but never did.

  • Control: He wants to take control of the Wisdom node, not destroy it. He explains that Earth lost because it didn't cheat fast enough, and he intends to cheat better.

  • Revenge: He describes fantasizing about seeing Gaea Station stormed and smashed. He tells Kyr that Earth's destruction is too big to feel anger about—he feels nothing.

His traits include:

  • Brilliance: He understands the Wisdom's mechanics, the agoge's purpose, and shadowspace technology in ways others cannot.

  • Moral flexibility: He tortures Yiso, creates a tiger to wound Mags, and destroys worlds without apparent remorse.

  • Self-awareness: He calls himself a bad person, admits he's not sorry, and tells Kyr he doesn't do people.

  • Vulnerability: He confesses he's never said most of what he feels out loud, and he asks Kyr about Mags's wellbeing with genuine concern.

Chronological Arc

Early timeline (Gaea Station): Avi is a Systems hacker from Otter mess, known for being queer and for helping Magnus beat Doomsday. He is isolated and waiting for a chance to leave.

Escape and Chrysothemis: He helps Kyr find Magnus, then betrays her to pursue the Wisdom node. He admits he took her weapons and created the tiger, claiming he thought he might need her as insurance.

Wisdom control and destruction: He gains control of the node, destroys majo worlds, and is killed by Kyr.

Alternate universe: A different Avi has repaired the Wisdom and serves Providence. He is more openly cruel but also more confident. Kyr kills him.

Final timeline: Avi is restored to his original role. He receives the memories of the previous timeline from Yiso and reacts with horror upon learning Kyr killed him. He helps plan the rebellion, fakes the attack, and sabotages the engines. He survives and joins the escape.

Relationships

With Kyr: Their relationship is adversarial and complicated. Kyr kills him twice, yet in the final timeline they become something like friends. He visits her in the barracks, asks about Mags, and admits he's never said most of what he feels out loud. She tells him,

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