Chapter 17 Summary and Analysis
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Summary Chapter 17 opens with Scottie reflecting on how unglamorous her healing process has been. She spends weeks helping her mom in the garden, learning knitting from Daphne, bussing tables for Thora at The Chimney, washing dishes, practicing free throws, and ranking her favorite films. She also helps Danielle return Christmas presents and, for the first time, talks about her feelings without being prompted. At school, the fallout from Charlotte's accusation in the gym has turned Scottie into a pariah. Teammates refuse to pass her the ball, classmates give her dirty looks, and only the Cleveland triplets hover nearby—but only for quotes. Irene remains cordial but distant, while Charlotte fuels rumors about Irene's “fake” sexuality. Scottie confesses everything to Danielle, Gunther, and Kevin in her car, apologizing for lying and for getting caught up in her ex. The three friends are unfailingly loyal, and the group spends Saturdays together at the Chuck Munny. On MLK Day, Scottie reads all of Tally's letters, cries, and then burns them in the backyard with Thora and Daphne's help. As spring sports begin, Scottie watches the soccer team practice and realizes her basketball career is nearing its end. Danielle has been leading the team without Coach Fernandez, and Scottie persuades her to write her Common App essay about coaching, arguing that Danielle should let colleges see her authentic self. Danielle agrees, though reluctantly. Later, Scottie runs into Irene in the parking lot. They share a warm, teasing conversation, and Scottie asks why Irene has never used the compromising photo of Charlotte kissing her. Irene says she never will, and Scottie admires her integrity. In early February, the SAOY nominations are announced: Darius Hart, Michael Lottke, Charlotte Pascal, Irene Abraham, and—to everyone's shock—Danielle Zander, thanks to a record number of write-in votes. The classroom erupts, and Danielle is overwhelmed with joy. Later, in the parking lot, Kevin reveals he organized the write-in campaign. Charlotte then appears and accuses Irene of using Scottie for “gay points.” She posts a photo of Scottie and Tally kissing at the New Year's Eve party, with a caption implying Irene was using Scottie for show. The photo goes viral among the students, and Irene is visibly stricken. The next day, Scottie chases down Charlotte on the soccer field and tells her to leave Irene alone. Charlotte dismisses her, but Scottie points out that Charlotte is hurting from losing Irene and is coping in a destructive way. Charlotte retorts that everyone has to prove themselves, and Scottie concedes the point. That night, Scottie reflects on how Kevin, Danielle, and Irene all try to prove themselves, and she suddenly realizes what she has to do.
Key Events - Scottie engages in mundane healing activities: gardening, knitting, bussing tables, and practicing free throws. - School becomes hostile as rumors spread; teammates ignore Scottie. - Scottie confesses the full truth to Danielle, Gunther, and Kevin, who remain loyal. - On MLK Day, Scottie burns Tally's letters with help from Thora and Daphne. - Scottie persuades Danielle to write her college essay about coaching, emphasizing authenticity. - Scottie and Irene share a warm conversation; Irene refuses to use the compromising photo of Charlotte. - SAOY nominations are announced: Irene and Danielle are both nominated, along with Charlotte and two others. - Kevin reveals he organized write-in votes for Danielle. - Charlotte posts a photo of Scottie and Tally kissing, accusing Irene of using Scottie. - Scottie confronts Charlotte, who says everyone must prove themselves. - Scottie reflects on proving oneself and gets an idea.
Character Development Scottie grows significantly in this chapter. She moves from shame and avoidance to active honesty, confessing to her friends and taking responsibility for her actions. Her decision to burn Tally's letters symbolizes a genuine attempt to let go of the past. She also shows empathy by encouraging Danielle to embrace her strengths and by confronting Charlotte with understanding rather than anger. Danielle gains confidence and recognition. She has been quietly leading the basketball team, and Scottie's push helps her see her own worth. Her nomination for SAOY is a validation of her hard work and humility. Irene demonstrates integrity by refusing to use the photo of Charlotte, even though it could protect her from further attacks. She remains composed under pressure, though the photo post visibly hurts her. Charlotte reveals a vulnerable side when Scottie confronts her, admitting (indirectly) that she is in pain. However, she still clings to her belief that everyone must prove themselves, showing she is not yet ready to change. Kevin and Gunther show unwavering loyalty, with Kevin going so far as to organize a write-in campaign for Danielle.
Themes, Symbols, or Motifs Healing as mundane: Scottie's recovery is not dramatic; it consists of small, everyday actions like gardening and knitting. This emphasizes that healing is a process, not a single event. Authenticity vs. performance: Scottie urges Danielle to write about coaching because it reflects her true self, while Charlotte accuses Irene of performing a fake sexuality for sympathy. The contrast highlights the novel's concern with being genuine versus putting on a show. Proving oneself: Charlotte's assertion that “we have to prove everything” becomes a central motif. Scottie initially rejects it, but then realizes that everyone—Kevin, Danielle, Irene—is trying to prove something. This sets up her final plan. Loyalty: Danielle, Gunther, and Kevin's steadfast support contrasts with the school's fickleness, showing the importance of true friendship. Letting go: Burning Tally's letters is a symbolic act of release, allowing Scottie to move forward.
Why This Chapter Matters This chapter is a turning point for Scottie. It shows her actively working on herself, repairing friendships, and supporting others. The SAOY nominations raise the stakes, and Charlotte's public attack on Irene forces Scottie to confront the consequences of her past actions. Scottie's conversation with Charlotte—and her subsequent realization—sets up the final act of the novel, where she will likely take a bold step to prove her authenticity and defend Irene. The chapter also deepens the theme of proving oneself, suggesting that true worth comes from being honest and believing in others.
Study Questions and Answers 1. How does Scottie's healing process contrast with the drama at school? Scottie's healing is quiet and mundane—gardening, knitting, bussing tables—while school is filled with rumors, gossip, and public humiliation. The contrast emphasizes that real growth happens privately, not through public performance. 2. Why does Irene refuse to use the compromising photo of Charlotte? Irene tells Scottie she has never shown the photo and never will. This demonstrates her integrity and her refusal to stoop to Charlotte's level, even when it would be easy to do so. It also shows that Irene values her own authenticity over revenge. 3. What does Charlotte's statement “We have to prove everything” reveal about her worldview, and how does Scottie respond? Charlotte believes that everyone must constantly prove their worth, which reflects her competitive and defensive nature. Scottie initially disagrees, saying they'd be happier if they just believed each other, but later she reflects on how Kevin, Danielle, and Irene all try to prove themselves. This realization sparks her idea for a final act of authenticity.
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