Sex, Desire, and Intimacy in Midlife: Chapter 9 Study Guide

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(This is a study companion, not a substitute for the book.)

Summary (Complete and Chronological)

Jen opens by admitting that she sometimes has to force herself to have sex, and that this confession will hurt her husband when he reads it—though she insists it's her issue, not his. She traces her complicated relationship with sex to her upbringing, where sex was presented as something for procreation only, never for pleasure. Fear-based messaging about being labeled a whore, catching venereal disease, getting pregnant, or dying of AIDS kept her a virgin into her twenties. Combined with deep body insecurity and self-loathing, this created a recipe for someone terrified of intimacy.

Before meeting her husband, she dated what she calls