Chapter Eighteen: Mikail and Royo's Late-Night Talk
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Summary
Mikail and Royo share a bed in Rahway after Royo avoids staying with Aeri. Mikail urges Royo to forgive Aeri’s deception, but Royo admits he was hurt. Mikail reflects on his own complicated love for Euyn—filled with joy, trust, and pain—and realizes he is now “unmoored.” The conversation shifts to Rune’s serious intention to marry Aeri for political legitimacy, which stokes Royo’s jealousy. Alone with his thoughts, Mikail grapples with anger toward Sora for not understanding why he hid the truth about Daysum. He acknowledges Sora would have told him the truth out of honor, a standard he failed to meet. A sharp scream from Sora cuts through the night, and both men race to her aid.
Key Events
- Royo shares a bed with Mikail, reluctantly staying on the far edge.
- Mikail advises Royo to forgive Aeri, saying holding onto the past has no benefit.
- Royo expresses raw emotion: “She hurt me,” and Mikail’s heart squeezes at the admission.
- Mikail recalls his own relationship with Euyn—the joy, deception, and love that left him feeling unmoored.
- Royo asks about Rune’s marriage intentions; Mikail confirms Rune is serious, and that marriage would grant Aeri the Immortal Crown.
- Fallador suggests Mikail also consider marrying Aeri, but Mikail knows Royo would murder him.
- Mikail experiences intense physical pain from dehydration, which he admits is a symptom of emotional turmoil.
- Mikail reflects on his anger toward Sora, realizing she would have told the truth out of honor—something he did not do.
- Sora’s scream interrupts the night; Mikail and Royo rush to her.
Character Development
- Mikail: This chapter offers deep introspection. He shows vulnerability when he admits feeling “unmoored” without Euyn. His advice to Royo reveals his own struggle with forgiveness and trust. He also confronts his hypocrisy: he forgives others for hiding the truth but resents Sora for not forgiving him.
- Royo: Royo sheds his gruff exterior when he confesses “She hurt me.” This moment humanizes him and highlights his capacity for pain. His jealousy over Rune’s marriage proposal also underscores his fear of losing Aeri.
- Sora (offstage): Though not present, Sora’s scream amplifies the tension. Mikail’s internal conflict about her reaction to his secrets sets up a potential rift or reconciliation.
Themes, Symbols, or Motifs
- Forgiveness vs. Resentment: Mikail urges Royo to forgive Aeri, yet struggles to forgive Sora for judging him. The chapter questions whether forgiveness is easier to advise than to practice.
- Trust and Vulnerability: Mikail notes that loving someone means being vulnerable; unconditional trust is foolish. This echoes the central tension of the novel—how much to trust those we love.
- Holding onto Happiness: Mikail’s advice to “hold on to happiness” contrasts with his own feeling of being adrift. The motif of lemon cakes and bedtime stories—tainted by the Festival of Blood—illustrates that pure happiness is rare.
- Marriage as Political Tool: Rune’s desire to marry Aeri is framed as a bid for the throne, not love. This reinforces the theme of power dynamics in relationships.
Why This Chapter Matters
This chapter deepens Mikail’s emotional arc by exposing his grief over Euyn and his guilt over his actions toward Sora. It also humanizes Royo, making his jealousy more sympathetic. The conversation about forgiveness and trust adds layers to the novel’s central relationship dynamics. Sora’s scream at the end creates a cliffhanger that raises stakes for the next chapter.
Study Questions and Answers
1. Why does Mikail advise Royo to forgive Aeri, yet struggle to forgive Sora?
Mikail believes forgiveness is necessary to avoid being trapped by the past. However, he feels unfairly judged by Sora because he considers his deception protective, not malicious. He expects the same understanding he gave Fallador and Gambria, revealing his double standard.
2. What does Mikail’s reflection on his relationship with Euyn reveal about his current emotional state?
Mikail remembers both joy and pain—the sweetness of being absorbed in love and the sourness of deceit. This leaves him feeling “unmoored,” adrift without Euyn. The memory shows that even a flawed love gave him a sense of purpose he now lacks.
3. How does the conversation about Rune’s marriage proposal advance the plot?
It raises the political stakes: Aeri’s marriage could determine the Yusan throne. Royo’s jealousy is intensified, and Mikail (prompted by Fallador) considers marrying Aeri himself, which would create a love triangle and a potential conflict between Mikail and Royo. The proposal also reinforces that Aeri is a pawn in larger power games.