Chapter 9 Summary and Analysis

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Summary

The chapter opens on June 17, 2019, with Aunt Diane arriving at Sparrow Crest with two professional housecleaners. Jackie lies about having slept well, and the group opens all the windows to air out the house. A landscaping crew works outside, and Pig, frightened by the activity, runs off into the hills.

The cleaning effort is extensive: six trash bags of garbage are thrown away, spills and stains are scrubbed, art and photos are rehung, and cups of water are dumped from the antique sideboard. Clothing scattered throughout the house is gathered. Diane finds and lights up a joint, joking that Lexie would want her to have it. Her phone makes a series of odd sounds—a locomotive, songs, crickets, a car horn—which she ignores.

Among the recovered items are the Snakes and Ladders board game from Jackie and Lexie's childhood, with Rita's name and a crayon drawing of a stick figure girl in a blue dress with yellow hair, labeled Martha W., 7 years old. A family photo shows everyone around the pool. Diane explains that Ralph took it and shares news: Ralph is planning early retirement and a move to Florida, and Ryan—now divorced with no kids—has returned to run the family bakery after Terri's MS diagnosis.

Jackie flips through Lexie's journal entries and stops on one from May 16. It describes their mother refusing the pool water even when she was sick, and references Gram's saying that the water gives and the water takes. Jackie cries reading it; Diane gently suggests boxing everything up for later.

That evening, Diane and Jackie collapse on the couch with Chinese takeout and wine. Diane urges Jackie to stay at her place or a hotel, but Jackie insists on staying at Sparrow Crest, noting that the place is clean and smells like Gram's lemon wood polish. Diane observes that they've erased Lexie—every sign of her boxed up or thrown away—and Jackie wonders if she sees accusation in Diane's eyes.

They discuss Jackie's father's flight arriving at 11 a.m. in Manchester. Diane offers to send a car, but Jackie insists on picking him up herself.

The chapter then shifts into flashback. Two years earlier, Jackie visited her father in Key West. She attempted an intervention, telling him she believed he was self-medicating bipolar disorder and offering a list of treatment centers. He responded by booking her a motel room and calling a cab.

Another flashback recounts Lexie at sixteen. She was supposed to pick Jackie up from school for a weekend at Sparrow Crest but never showed. When Jackie called, Lexie pretended not to know her and hung up. When Jackie and their mother arrived home, they found the house in chaos: water overflowing in the kitchen, furniture overturned, and Lexie vacuuming frantically, talking about dust made of human skin cells. Their father joined in the cleaning, and no one called the doctor. Lexie crashed for three days afterward.

At Christmas that year, Lexie had another episode. She tipped over the tree, ripped open presents, and cut her arm. She called it inside-outing—a desire to turn everything inside out so nothing could hide. She was hospitalized for a week and diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder of the bipolar type.

After the diagnosis, their father fought the treatment plan, eventually flushing Lexie's medication down the toilet. Their mother threw him out. He moved to Key West, began painting landscapes, and for the first time made a living from his art. He never visited Jackie in Seattle, not even for graduation.

Their mother died three years ago after a long struggle with breast cancer. Ted flew up from Florida with Key lime pie and old sketchbooks, and the family spent her final days telling stories that began with Remember. She died holding Ted's hand while Lexie told stories.

Jackie reflects that only she, Diane, and Ted remain—us and the house.

Key Events

Diane and the cleaners arrive; the house is thoroughly cleaned and decluttered
Discovery of the Snakes and Ladders game and the family pool photo
Diane shares news about Ralph's retirement and Ryan's return to the bakery
Jackie reads the May 16 journal entry about their mother refusing the pool water
Diane urges Jackie to leave; Jackie refuses to abandon the house
Flashback: Jackie's failed intervention with her father in Key West
Flashback: Lexie's cleaning mania at sixteen, when no one called for help
Flashback: the Christmas inside-outing episode and Lexie's diagnosis
Ted flushes Lexie's medication; Linda throws him out; he moves to Key West
Linda's death from breast cancer three years prior

Character Development

Jackie carries guilt and grief throughout this chapter. Her failed intervention with her father reveals a pattern: she tries to fix her family and is pushed away. Her insistence on staying at Sparrow Crest, despite Diane's urging, shows her need to hold onto the house as a container of memory.

Diane emerges as the practical caretaker—organizing the cleaning, offering Jackie a place to stay, and gently steering her away from the journal entries. Her observation that they've erased Lexie reveals her own guilt and complicates the cleaning project.

Lexie, through flashback, is shown in the grip of her illness: the manic cleaning episode, the inside-outing Christmas breakdown, and the diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder. The chapter makes clear that her artist's soul was used by her father to excuse behavior that was actually a medical crisis.

Ted is portrayed as a man in denial—flushing medication, dismissing the diagnosis, and ultimately abandoning the family. His move to Key West and success as a painter complicate the picture: he's not simply a villain, but a man who couldn't face his daughter's illness.

Linda is remembered as the one who held the family together, who loved Ted despite everything, and who died surrounded by the people she loved.

Themes, Symbols, or Motifs

Cleaning as erasure. The physical cleaning of Sparrow Crest mirrors the family's attempt to erase Lexie's presence. Diane names this directly when she says it's like they've erased her.

Inside-outing. Lexie's Christmas breakdown—wanting to turn everything inside out so nothing can hide—becomes a metaphor for the family's failure to see what was in front of them. They cleaned alongside her instead of getting help.

The artist's soul. Ted uses this phrase to excuse his own and Lexie's destructive behavior. The chapter treats it as a red flag, a way of romanticizing what was actually untreated mental illness.

The water gives and the water takes. Gram's saying, quoted in Lexie's journal, connects the pool to the family's losses—their mother refused the water and died, and the water's gifts always come with a price.

Snakes and Ladders. The childhood game, with its random rises and falls, mirrors the family's fortunes and the arbitrary cruelty of illness and loss.

Why This Chapter Matters

This chapter provides the essential backstory that explains the family dynamics at the heart of the novel. It establishes Lexie's mental illness, the father's denial and abandonment, the mother's death, and Jackie's complicated relationship with all of them. It also deepens the mystery of the pool: the journal entry about their mother refusing the water, and Gram's warning that the water takes as well as gives, suggest that the pool's power comes with consequences. The chapter's final image—Jackie, Diane, and Ted as all that's left—sets up the emotional stakes for what follows.

Study Questions and Answers

1. Why does Diane say they've erased Lexie, and what does this reveal about the cleaning project?

Diane observes that the cleaning has removed every sign of Lexie's presence—her scattered clothing, her joints, her journal entries boxed up. This reveals that the cleaning is not just practical but symbolic: the family is literally and figuratively erasing Lexie, and Diane feels guilty about participating.

2. What does the inside-outing episode reveal about Lexie's illness and the family's response?

The episode shows Lexie in a manic state, tearing open presents and cutting her arm, while the family watches helplessly. It reveals that her illness was severe and visible, but the family—especially her father—was in denial, preferring to see her as an original rather than someone in crisis.

3. How does the father's artist's soul function as a motif in this chapter?

Ted uses artist's soul to excuse his own absences, drinking, and erratic behavior, and to dismiss Lexie's symptoms as emotional depth rather than illness. The chapter treats this as a red flag—a way of romanticizing what was actually untreated mental illness, with devastating consequences for the family.