Chapter 11 Summary, Analysis, and Key Takeaways
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Summary
The chapter opens with Sage checking her mailbox and finding a rejection letter from a small ballet company she had applied to weeks earlier—a company that performs exclusively for nursing homes. The opportunity had seemed stable and appealing to her, but the bold red REJECTED stamp crushes that hope. She tosses the letter in the trash and heads to the shower, lighting a lavender candle to calm herself. When she twists the handle, it clatters to the floor and lands on her toe, leaving her naked in the tub, clutching her foot and muffling a sob. Her neighbors, Mr. and Mrs. Fielder, are known to get grumpy when she cries during their afternoon naps, so she keeps quiet. After a failed attempt at handyman work, she takes a freezing cold shower, all while flashes of Elias's earlier disbelief replay in her mind—a humiliation that stings as much as the rejection.
Dressed in jeans and a white top, Sage prepares for Sean's school spring barbecue. She empties a plastic bag of sugar-free cookies into a container, knowing the other moms would judge her if they discovered she bought them at a grocery store. Her apartment oven hasn't worked since a lasagna incident months ago, and she hasn't told her landlord because she'd be asked to pay for repairs. So frozen dinners and microwave meals are her routine. She takes a train a few hours to York Prep School, an all-boys boarding school in a quiet, affluent suburb. Getting Sean admitted required luck and help from their uncle, and Sean's best friend Josh Sutherland—from a family of ranchers, a business tycoon dad, and a bestselling motivational speaker mom—has been a steady presence. Josh once punched a classmate for joking about Sean having an addiction, and Sean never complained about the harassment he faced when he first started.
At the barbecue, Sage spots fairy lights and picnic tables filled with homemade desserts and vegan barbecue options. She slips past the crowded greeting table to grab a strawberry refresher, but soon feels a gaze on her. It's her ex-boyfriend, Owen Hart. He weaves through the crowd and beams at her. Owen's brother was part of the group that bullied Sean years ago, but Owen had apologized profusely and offered to drive Sage home that day—that's how they got together. They broke up a few months ago, and Sage had assumed Owen was drafted somewhere out of the country. Instead, he reveals he's been called up as the new right-winger for the Toronto Thunder, and her uncle made the call. Sage feels sick. Owen touches her shoulder and says he wants to talk about