Chapter 32 Summary and Analysis

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Summary

Jean cycles to The Grange, Kitty Benteen's home since St. Cecilia's closed in 1947. The address came from Brenda van Lingen's delayed reply from South Africa, and Jean realizes she has passed the house for nearly a decade without noticing it. The visit was arranged by phone with Kitty's sister and carer, Elsie, who made clear that Kitty looks forward to visitors.

Jean asks whether Kitty can talk comfortably, having imagined iron lung confinement as a living death. Elsie reassures her. Jean considers flowers but learns pollen makes Kitty's nose run, so she settles on a jar of hand cream—suitable because Kitty takes pride in her hands and polishes her nails red during brief respites from the machine.

At four o'clock, Elsie greets Jean at the door. The house is filled with religious imagery: a large wooden crucifix with a painted plaster Christ, and paintings of Jesus with children. Elsie leads Jean to a bright day room where Kitty lies encased except for her head in the iron lung—a monstrous metal contraption. An angled mirror above Kitty holds a rosary. Kitty is cheerful, with curled hair, rouged cheeks, and thick tortoiseshell glasses.

Jean mentions the other girls spoke warmly of Kitty. Kitty says she has fond memories of St. Cecilia's, and offers a striking perspective: being paralyzed, she was the only one not in pain, so in a way she was better off than the others. Jean asks about Gretchen. Kitty remembers her as the best of the bunch—pretty, gentle, a favorite with everyone. Martha was her special friend; the beds were too far apart for them to hold hands, so they held the ends of a rolled-up towel between them. Gretchen would ask to be wheeled to talk to Kitty rather than go for walks with the nuns.

Jean asks about male visitors. Kitty says there were none, unless you count her angel. She describes a visitation in late July 1946. Her cousin had brought holy water from Lourdes for her birthday on the fifteenth. Sister Maria Goretti came for evening prayers, marked a cross on Kitty's forehead, prayed to St. Bernadette for a sign of healing, and placed the rosary on her pillow. Kitty went to sleep hoping to be cured. She woke in the night to find an angel beside her—she could only see the outline of flowing hair without her glasses, and couldn't see wings. She felt a tremendous sense of peace. The figure picked up the fallen rosary, laid it on her pillow, and his fingers brushed her cheek. He never spoke; his skin was soft as a child's. He glided away behind her.

Jean's heart beats faster. She connects this to her mother's delirium—the claim about a man on the ward interfering with her. She wonders whether a reverse delusion is possible where drugs are involved. She chooses not to challenge Kitty's account, reflecting that there's nothing to be gained by demolishing a comforting belief.

Kitty says her condition improved after the visitation—she no longer felt abandoned by God and gained strength to accept her condition. She's studying theology with Elsie's help, dictating essays while Elsie reads to her.

After leaving, the silence outside the house feels precious. Jean reflects on the stealthy bedside angel with his gentle hands. Kitty's testimony has unlocked a door, and Jean feels she must return to St. Cecilia's and stand in the room where it all took place to understand what happened to Gretchen in the summer of 1946.

Key Events

Jean visits Kitty Benteen at The Grange, bringing hand cream as a gift
Kitty describes Gretchen as gentle and kind, with Martha as her special friend
Kitty recounts her angel visitation in late July 1946, including the man's touch on her cheek
Jean connects this to her mother's delirium about a man on the ward
Jean decides she must return to St. Cecilia's to understand Gretchen's fate

Character Development

Jean: Deeply affected by Kitty's testimony. Her compassion shows in her decision not to challenge Kitty's belief. Her investigative drive is reignited—she must return to St. Cecilia's.

Kitty: Remarkable for her cheerfulness and stoicism within the iron lung. Her faith gives her strength, and she's pursuing theological studies with Elsie's help. She's the final member of the foursome Jean needed to meet.

Elsie: Devoted sister and carer, skeptical of the angel story but supportive of Kitty's studies.

Gretchen: Remembered through Kitty's testimony as gentle, kind, preferring to talk to Kitty over walks—a detail that humanizes her and deepens the mystery of her fate.

Themes, Symbols, or Motifs

Iron lung as confinement and dignity: The machine is monstrous, but Kitty maintains her humanity—pride in her hands, intellectual pursuits, cheerfulness
Faith and miracles: The Lourdes holy water, Sister Maria Goretti's prayer, Kitty's belief in the angel as a sign
Delusion vs. reality: Jean's mother's hallucination vs. Kitty's visitation; Jean's reflection on reverse delusion
The mystery of the man on the ward: The connection between the man in Jean's mother's delirium and Kitty's angel
Testimony and unlocking the past: Kitty's account opens a door for Jean's investigation

Why This Chapter Matters

This chapter provides crucial testimony about the summer of 1946. Kitty's account of the angel—a man with gentle hands who touched her cheek—directly parallels Jean's mother's delirium about a man on the ward. The chapter suggests these may be the same person, and that what was dismissed as hallucination may have been real. It also deepens our understanding of Gretchen through Kitty's memories, and motivates Jean's return to St. Cecilia's.

Study Questions and Answers

1. Why does Jean choose not to challenge Kitty's account of the angel?

Jean reflects that there's nothing to be gained by demolishing Kitty's delusion if it gives her comfort. Kitty's belief has given her strength to accept her condition and live her best life. Jean's compassion outweighs her investigative instinct.

2. What connections does Jean draw between Kitty's visitation and her mother's delirium?

Jean remembers her mother's claim about a man on the ward interfering with her. At the time it was dismissed as a hallucination. Kitty's account of a man with gentle hands touching her cheek in the dark suggests the possibility of a reverse delusion—that what seemed like hallucination may have been real, or that similar events occurred.

3. Why does Kitty's testimony motivate Jean to return to St. Cecilia's?

Kitty's account is the first concrete testimony about a mysterious male presence on the ward in summer 1946. Jean feels that only by standing in the room where it all took place can she understand what happened to Gretchen. The testimony has unlocked a door for her investigation.