Chapter 20 Summary, Analysis, and Key Moments
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Summary
The chapter opens with Atrius naming Vasai as the army's next target. The narrator chokes on the name—an involuntary reaction that should be impossible. As an Arachessen, her past before recruitment is supposed to be meaningless; the order prefers to recruit very young children precisely so they can be clean slates. But she was ten years old when recruited, with a very dirty slate, and she has spent years trying to scrub it blank. This reaction is a stray mark that never should have been allowed to remain.
Atrius sits cross-legged on his bedroll, surrounded by open books and papers. His tent is bare because they're moving fast, and the narrator observes that he seems more comfortable this way—on the ground amid a chaotic sea of plans. Captains hand him papers and he makes decisions that appear almost random, which makes understanding his strategy difficult even from the intimate space of his tent.
The narrator reflects on how much time she now spends in strangely intimate situations with Atrius. Since leaving Alka's capital weeks ago, she visits his tent every night to help with his curse, help him sleep, and fall asleep beside him. The routine has grown rote; they barely speak during it. She never brings it up, knowing he doesn't want to acknowledge it, and she's deliberately building his trust through her silence. She's decided to wait for him to start talking first.
Tonight he did start talking—and she had that reaction. Atrius explains that Vasai is the only natural next target. They've traveled north at a quick pace through Alkan territory, which provided a large corridor for his army. Splinter groups have secured smaller cities, and with Aaves gone and Alka's capital under Bloodborn control, those cities won't pose much threat. But now they're reaching the edges of Alkan land, and Atrius needs to continue north to reach the Pythora King—which means crossing through Vasai.
The narrator tries to dismiss Vasai as just another city on a map. Atrius mentions he's heard Vasai's warlord is formidable. The narrator accidentally speaks the name Tarkan without meaning to. Atrius notices her familiarity. She deflects, claiming everyone knows the warlord and that Atrius is lucky to have a local guide. He looks unconvinced but tells her to meet him two hours before dawn to seer on Vasai.
Her chest burns fiercely. She blames the oranges the vampires have been feeding her—they don't quite know what humans eat and have been giving her mismatched collections of random food. She snaps at Atrius to tell his men to stop feeding her oranges and asks for protein instead, then strides out.
Later, Erekkus brings her a beautifully roasted quail and tells her Atrius wants to see her after she eats. The quail is delicious, but every bite tastes like ash.
Atrius and the narrator walk in silence beyond camp to a pond. He asks if the quail was better than the oranges; she answers too shortly. Her chest still burns. They draw sigils together in silence. She catches a rabbit and performs the bloodletting, whispering prayers to the Weaver while Atrius leans against a dead tree trunk and watches.
Atrius says he intends to move soon and needs any information on Vasai. She cuts him off with a tight