Hannah Fisher: Chapter 23 Summary and Analysis

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Summary

Chapter 23 is told from the first-person perspective of Hannah Fisher, Gabriel’s grandmother. She begins by noting that Gabriel becomes the first person in her family line or Josiah’s to board an airplane and fly to the other side of the world. In the months before he leaves, she spends as much time with him as possible. They take long walks, and Gabriel waves and smiles as people honk. Amish friends stop their buggies to wish them well, and even cattle and goats come to the fence line as he passes.

When his passport arrives, Gabriel proudly shows Hannah the little blue booklet with his picture in it. She has never seen one before. Although she is curious about professional wrestling, she refuses to grant it legitimacy by showing interest or asking questions. She turns her head and closes her eyes when he tries to show her a video on his telephone. She tells Gabriel that she is not ashamed of him, but she does not want to share in that part of his life.

Hannah is devastated to be losing him. After his injury, she had selfishly hoped he would come home, choose baptism, marry, work beside Josiah, and have children. She had hoped his leg loss would lead him through the narrow gate, since the wide road leads to destruction. But Gabriel is young, proud, and strong, and he has always loved testing his strength. He tells her that the world is huge and that he wants to see as much of it as he can.

Hannah reflects on her mother’s saying: “You cannot put a pumpkin back into its seed.” Some things cannot be undone. Her mother used the phrase when boys showed interest, and especially after Hannah’s father had been cruel or belittled her. Hannah now understands how unhappy her mother must have been. She also reflects on her own marriage: Josiah is imperfect, and she admits she can be impatient, argumentative, prideful, and even deceptive. Still, his love is as certain and regular as the air she breathes, and each night she gives thanks for him.

When Gabriel asks whether his dream is a bad thing, Hannah says that not long ago she might have said yes, but now she is not so sure. She warns that the closer one gets to worldly things, the further from God one may find oneself, and it may be hard to find the way back. She admits that her desire to keep him home is partly dishonest. She does worry about his eternal life, but she also wants him near for her own earthly happiness. She feels uncharitable envy when she sees Maddie Hershberger at the bakery with her daughters and granddaughters, or her friend Abiah with seven children and nineteen grandchildren. Hannah had only Rachel, and Josiah was smitten just weeks after Rachel’s birth, so no more children followed.

During the week before Gabriel leaves, Hannah sits alone late into the night with her embroidery. She had not taken it up for years because of sore fingers and clouded eyesight. By lamplight, she embroiders the final paragraph of Regeln eines Gottseligen Lebens (Rules of a Godly Life) onto a large dish towel. Her grandmother gave her a worn, crumbling copy of the book printed in 1793, the copy her own grandmother had passed on. The pages are held together with string. She embroiders animals around the edges: goats of many colors, chickens, horses, and sheep, along with vines, leaves, and bright orange pumpkins. In the middle, she embroiders their buggy, raised in the center to accommodate Gabriel’s height. She knows the images are imperfect, but she folds the towel into a small box and leaves it with him, telling him not to open it until he is in the airplane above the oceans.

She does not think the towel will shield Gabriel from every torment or temptation, but she hopes it will remind him of the goodness in his heart and of the Lord’s protective grace. She compares Gabriel to Daniel, who was sealed in the lion’s den with only the clothes on his back and emerged without a scratch.

Key Events

Gabriel becomes the first person in Hannah’s or Josiah’s line to fly overseas.
Hannah and Gabriel spend the months before his departure taking long walks together.
Gabriel proudly shows Hannah his passport.
Hannah refuses to watch wrestling footage on Gabriel’s telephone.
Gabriel explains that he wants to see the huge world for himself.
Hannah remembers her mother’s saying about not putting a pumpkin back into its seed.
Hannah reflects on her marriage, her only child Rachel, and her envy of women with many grandchildren.
In the week before he leaves, Hannah embroiders the final paragraph of Rules of a Godly Life onto a dish towel.
She adds animals, vines, pumpkins, and a buggy to the towel, then packs it in a box for Gabriel.
She tells Gabriel not to open the box until he is on the airplane above the oceans.
She compares Gabriel’s journey to Daniel being protected in the lion’s den.

Character Development

Hannah Fisher reveals a more complicated inner life in this chapter. She is loving and devoted to Gabriel, but she also admits that her prayers for his return are partly selfish. She confesses her pride, impatience, argumentativeness, and occasional deceptiveness, while still cherishing Josiah’s steady love.
Gabriel is shown through Hannah’s eyes as proud, strong, and eager to test himself. He respects his grandmother, but he is determined to experience the larger world rather than settle back into Amish life after his injury.
Josiah is not physically present in the chapter, but Hannah’s reflections reveal his imperfect yet dependable character and the stable marriage they share.
Hannah’s mother appears through memory as an unhappy woman who used the pumpkin-and-seed saying to describe things that could not be undone.

Themes, Symbols, or Motifs

Worldly ambition versus godly life: Hannah worries that Gabriel’s desire to see the world may pull him away from God, even though she admits she is no longer certain his dream is simply wrong.
The narrow gate: Hannah hoped Gabriel’s injury would become a summons to take the narrow path, but Gabriel chooses a wide and open world instead.
The pumpkin and the seed: Her mother’s proverb expresses the idea that certain experiences and desires cannot be reversed or returned to an earlier, simpler state.
Embroidery and the Rules of a Godly Life: The towel is a material symbol of Hannah’s faith, her handcraft, and her hope that Gabriel will carry godly conduct with him into the English world.
Daniel in the lion’s den: Hannah compares Gabriel to Daniel, hoping that God will protect him as Daniel was protected, even in a dangerous foreign place.
Envy and honesty: Hannah’s admission of envy toward other women with many grandchildren connects her spiritual concerns to her very human longing for a larger family.

Why This Chapter Matters

This chapter gives readers direct access to Hannah Fisher’s voice and inner world. It explains her relationship with Gabriel just before he leaves, clarifies why she cannot embrace his wrestling career, and shows her grief over losing him. The chapter also complicates her faith by revealing her envy, her selfish hopes, and her honest doubts about whether keeping Gabriel home would truly be God’s will. The embroidered towel becomes a lasting symbol of her love and her attempt to pass on the godly values of her family book, even as Gabriel moves beyond the world she knows.

Study Questions and Answers

1. Why does Hannah refuse to look at the wrestling video Gabriel shows her?

Hannah is curious about professional wrestling, but she will not grant it legitimacy by showing interest or asking questions. She turns her head and closes her eyes because she does not want to share in that part of Gabriel’s life, even though she tells him she is not ashamed of him or disappointed by his choice.

2. What does Hannah mean when she says “you cannot put a pumpkin back into its seed”?

She is repeating a saying from her mother to describe things that cannot be undone. In this context, Gabriel has already seen much of the world, and that experience has planted a need in him that cannot simply be reversed. The proverb also echoes her mother’s unhappy marriage and the lasting effects of cruelty and disappointment.

3. Why does Hannah think her desire to keep Gabriel home is dishonest?

Hannah recognizes that her wish to keep Gabriel home is not purely spiritual. She does worry about his eternal life, but she also wants him near because of her own loneliness and envy. She longs for the many children and grandchildren she sees in other Amish women, and her prayer for Gabriel to stay is therefore mixed with earthly, selfish motives.