Chapter 45: Forty-Four – Prom Night and Parting Ways
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Summary
Arthur notices Gwen has been withdrawn and distracted since the murder of Jayne Nighswander, unable to reach her emotionally. Llewellyn Wren breaks his femur while walking downstairs; an X‑ray reveals his bones have been hollowed out by AIDS‑related osteopenia. He requires surgery and a hospital bed at home. Colin tells Arthur the disease is progressing to stage three. Five days before prom, Arthur drives the Cadillac to Gogan and picks up Gwen in her peach dress. At the prom they dance, and a drunken girl spills punch on Gwen’s dress. Arthur reveals he has been accepted to Oxford and will leave in August. Gwen already knows through Van and insists he should go. They go to Arthur’s apartment and make love for the first time. Gwen mentions that King Sorrow’s tattoo is still on her ribs. Tana calls in labor; they rush to Maine Medical. Tana needs a C‑section because the baby is breech. While waiting, Gwen tells Arthur she is not attending Rackham; instead she will study to be an EMT at the University of Southern Maine and has volunteered to care for Llewellyn for $45,000. Arthur offers to stay, but Gwen refuses. She goes with Tana into surgery. Later she calls to say the baby is a boy.
Key Events
- Llewellyn Wren fractures his femur; doctors discover severe osteopenia due to AIDS.
- Colin admits the disease is in stage three and that “this elevator only goes four floors.”
- Arthur takes Gwen to her high school prom; they dance and share an intimate moment.
- Arthur reveals his Oxford acceptance; Gwen says she already knows and supports his decision.
- The pair have sex for the first time in Arthur’s apartment.
- Gwen confirms King Sorrow’s tattoo is still visible on her body.
- Tana Nighswander goes into labor; Arthur and Gwen drive her to the hospital.
- Doctors perform an emergency C‑section for a breech baby.
- Gwen explains she has turned down Rackham and will enroll in an EMT program and care for Llewellyn.
- Arthur volunteers to stay in Maine, but Gwen insists he must go to Oxford.
- Gwen stays with Tana through the surgery; the baby is born a boy.
Character Development
Arthur Oakes is haunted by Jayne’s death and struggles to feel close to Gwen. He recognizes that after murder, intimacy is shadowed by guilt. His offer to abandon Oxford shows a desire to stay connected, yet he acknowledges internally he lacks the courage for such a gesture.
Gwen Underfoot emerges as the chapter’s moral center. She has been quietly wrestling with her own guilt, choosing active atonement over academic ambition. Her decision to become an EMT and nurse Llewellyn is not impulsive; it is a calculated attempt to “like myself again.” She prioritizes present help over future prestige.
Colin Wren appears briefly, but his weary cynicism deepens. He dismisses false comfort and compares AIDS unfavorably to King Sorrow, preferring to be in charge of evil if it must exist—a line that reveals his own lingering trauma.
Tana Nighswander is in raw distress—alone, scared, and in labor. Her crude humor masks fear, and Gwen’s decision to stay with her reinforces the theme of found family.
Themes, Symbols, or Motifs
- Guilt and Atonement: Arthur and Gwen both carry the weight of murder. Arthur numbs himself with routine; Gwen actively seeks redemption through caregiving. The tattoo serves as a permanent reminder of their complicity.
- Sacrifice vs. Ambition: Gwen gives up Rackham—her dream school—to do immediate good. Arthur’s Oxford offer represents traditional success, but he feels hollow. The chapter asks whether ambition can coexist with moral repair.
- Disease as Evil: Llewellyn’s AIDS is portrayed as a cruel, indiscriminate enemy. Colin’s claim that King Sorrow is a “prince” compared to AIDS positions illness as a more profound evil than a supernatural dragon.
- Intimacy and Distance: Physical closeness between Arthur and Gwen does not erase their emotional separation. The sex is described as gentle but shadowed by the memory of Jayne and the presence of the tattoo.
Why This Chapter Matters
This chapter is a hinge for both plot and character. Gwen’s decision to forgo Rackham and care for Llewellyn reshapes the novel’s trajectory—she steps away from the academic world Arthur inhabits and toward hands‑on service. The prom night serves as a bittersweet farewell to their shared future; Arthur and Gwen will grow apart even as they try to hold on. The birth of Tana’s son introduces a new life amid so much death, and Gwen’s role as “her person” foreshadows her transformation into a caretaker. The chapter also reinforces that the consequences of King Sorrow’s influence are not magical but moral and psychological.
Study Questions and Answers
1. Why does Arthur feel he “lost her” months ago, even though they are together on prom night?
Arthur connects Gwen’s decision to not attend Rackham with his own act of taking Tana to his bedroom. He believes that moment of betrayal (even though Gwen forgave him) created a rift that cannot be mended. The guilt he carries makes him feel unworthy of her, and her new path—one he cannot follow—cements the distance.
2. What does Gwen mean when she says caring for Llewellyn and Tana is her “way back”?
She sees direct, practical help as the only method to counteract the evil she participated in. By making the last months of Llewellyn’s life bearable and by assisting Tana with the baby and social services, Gwen hopes to accumulate enough good deeds to one day look in a mirror and see something other than King Sorrow’s tattoo—a symbol of her guilt.
3. Colin says King Sorrow is an “absolute prince” compared to AIDS. What does this comparison reveal about his worldview?
Colin suggests that a supernatural, personified evil is more manageable—a dragon you might fight—than a disease that destroys from within and cannot be battled with weapons or will. His remark reflects his grief and helplessness; he would rather be in charge of evil than face the random cruelty of illness.