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Chapter 22: The Emails and the Truth About Shara

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Summary

The chapter opens on the first day of the five in-between school days after finals but before graduation—called “Taint Week” by students (a name Chloe refuses to use). Chloe, Benjy, Ash, and Georgia witness Dixon Wells fleeing in distress. The hallway is plastered with copied emails revealing that Principal Wheeler has been running an ACT admissions scam for years: paying off parents, altering grades, and arranging fake test-takers to boost student scores. Chloe realizes from one email that Wheeler had Shara’s grade raised in Ms. Rodkey’s class, meaning Shara was never truly the valedictorian—Chloe actually earned it. The whole school buzzes with the scandal. At lunch, the group speculates who leaked the emails, but Chloe notices someone who doesn’t look surprised: Rory. She confronts him in the parking lot. Rory admits he first saw suspicious papers in Wheeler’s office when looking for Shara’s note, took photos, and later showed them to Shara. He suspected his own stepdad had paid for ACT answers. Rory gave the information to Shara, assuming she would decide what to do. Chloe now understands that Shara deliberately exposed her father, knowing it would ruin her own reputation and valedictorian status. At home, Chloe reads Shara’s final card (the one left in the flowerbed) and realizes Shara destroys things she cares about to protect them. Chloe finally pieces together that Shara is neither wholly good nor bad—a “monster turducken”—and admits she loves her.

Key Events

  • Dixon Wells flees the school after the email exposure; his father paid for a fake test-taker.
  • The entire Willowgrove hallway is covered with printed emails from Principal Wheeler’s account.
  • Chloe discovers an email where Wheeler admits to having Shara’s grade changed in Ms. Rodkey’s class.
  • Chloe concludes that she, not Shara, is the legitimate valedictorian.
  • The group (Chloe, Ash, Benjy, Georgia, Ace, Summer, Smith) speculates on who leaked the emails.
  • Chloe cuts class to confront Rory in the parking lot.
  • Rory confesses that he took photos of papers in Wheeler’s desk during the earlier office search, later sharing them with Shara.
  • Rory reveals his stepdad was involved in a similar scam.
  • Chloe realizes Shara chose to release the emails even though it would implicate herself.
  • At home, Chloe reads Shara’s final card and reinterprets Shara’s actions as signs of deep care, not indifference.
  • Chloe acknowledges she is in love with Shara despite her contradictions.

Character Development

  • Chloe Green: Moves from competitive resentment of Shara to genuine empathy and love. She now sees Shara’s strategy of hiding what matters as parallel to her own self-protective instincts. Her internal conflict about the valedictorian title resolves when she connects Shara’s self-sabotage to emotional vulnerability.
  • Rory: Reveals his seemingly indifferent attitude masks a careful, principled choice. He cared enough to investigate his stepdad and trusted Shara with the evidence, showing loyalty and a different kind of caring.
  • Shara Wheeler: Off-page but central. Her decision to expose her father—and herself—is reframed as an act of moral integrity and self-sacrifice. Chloe’s realization that Shara destroys things that mean too much deepens her complexity. The episode establishes Shara as both a victim and an active agent.
  • Ash, Benjy, Georgia: Continue to function as a supportive found family. Ash coins the “Taint Week” term; Georgia defends Chloe; Benjy speculates on the leaker.

Themes, Symbols, or Motifs

  • Performance vs. Authenticity: The leaked emails reveal the school’s systemic performance-enhancing fraud, mirroring how characters (especially Shara) perform perfect roles while hiding true selves. Chloe’s compulsion to hide her love of makeup and her bisexuality parallels Shara’s secrecy.
  • Self-Destruction as Protection: Shara’s pattern—throwing away things that matter, shredding sheet music, lying about mission trips—is reinterpreted as a survival mechanism. Chloe uses the image of Shara shredding a library trash can to symbolize how Shara demolishes anything that could be weaponized.
  • The “Monster Turducken” Metaphor: Chloe coins the term to capture Shara’s layered nature: a beautiful girl inside a monster inside a beautiful girl. It suggests that people are not simply good or bad but contain nested contradictions.
  • Taint Week: The absurd nickname for the gap between finals and graduation underscores the story’s tone—playful language that masks serious stakes.

Why This Chapter Matters

This chapter is the narrative hinge of the novel. The admissions scam is the central ethical conflict that Shara’s disappearance was meant to expose. Chloe’s discovery that she, not Shara, earned valedictorian topples the central competitive rivalry that has driven the plot. More importantly, Chloe’s emotional breakthrough—understanding that Shara’s apparent cruelty was actually a form of care—resolves the mystery of Shara’s behavior and redefines their relationship. The scene with Rory also illustrates that the seemingly disengaged characters (Rory, Shara) are actually deeply invested in justice. The chapter ends with Chloe’s explicit admission of love for Shara, setting up the final confrontation and resolution.

Study Questions and Answers

1. Why does Chloe initially suspect that Shara might have been involved in the admissions scam?
Chloe sees an email from Principal Wheeler in which he mentions having his daughter’s grade raised “last year” in Ms. Rodkey’s class. That grade bump allowed Shara to edge out Chloe for valedictorian. Chloe momentarily worries that Shara knew about the fraud, but she soon realizes Shara would not have leaked the emails if she were complicit.

2. What does Rory’s confession reveal about his character?
Rory admits that he photographed incriminating papers in Wheeler’s office and gave them to Shara, trusting her to decide how to use them. He also explains that his own stepdad bought him a car to hide assets after being caught in a similar scam. This shows that Rory’s apparent apathy is a deliberate facade; he actually cares about justice and about Shara enough to hand her the evidence.

3. How does Chloe reinterpret Shara’s behavior after reading the final pink card?
Chloe recalls Shara’s earlier actions—tearing up a love note in the library, shredding sheet music, lying about a mission trip—and realizes Shara destroys things that mean too much to her, not things that mean nothing. This leads Chloe to conclude that Shara is simultaneously a monster and a beautiful person, a “monster turducken.” Chloe finally accepts that she loves Shara for her whole, complicated self.

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