Here One Moment Chapter 95: David's Infertility Revealed
⚠️ Spoiler Warning: This guide contains detailed spoilers for the entire novel. Proceed only if you've finished reading or are comfortable knowing the plot.
Chapter Summary
Cherry reflects on the strange experience of being married to someone who dislikes her personality but loves her body. She describes their life at Beachside Blue in Perth, a complex of young professionals. The Friday night rooftop parties are central to their social scene: heavy drinking, dancing, palm-reading, and a lack of safety rails. Cherry drinks heavily to overcome her natural awkwardness and to please David, who prefers her more carefree state. She works at the Australian Taxation Office in data matching. After a year of marriage, Cherry decides to stop taking the pill and try for a baby, hoping a child will save their relationship. Months pass without pregnancy. When David suggests she get tested, their friend Stella, an obstetrics student, advises testing David first because it is less invasive. The test reveals David has zero sperm count, making pregnancy impossible. David reacts with fury, refusing comfort and accusing Cherry of being relieved because she never wanted children. Cherry realizes David never considered her feelings about having children. The chapter ends with a phone call from Auntie Pat, who says Cherry's mother is unwell and refusing medical help; Pat is furious.
Key Events
- Cherry lists the specific ways David criticized her: her sneeze, her toothbrush tapping, her throat-clearing, her chicken-wing run, and her unfunny attempts at wit.
- Description of the rooftop parties: alcohol, drugs, a children's wading pool, a fire in a gallon drum, and no railing around the balcony.
- Cherry has a recurring vision of two people falling from the balcony; the men pretend to lose their balance to frighten the women.
- At one party, Cherry kisses Stella at the encouragement of both partners; she did not enjoy it.
- David and Stella become dive buddies; Cherry notes that Stella is not an "air pig" and has large breasts that help with buoyancy.
- Cherry's drinking escalates from Friday nights to every night; she sleeps away weekends while David goes diving.
- Cherry stops taking the contraceptive pill and tells David she wants to try for a baby; David is thrilled.
- After a year of failed attempts, David suggests Cherry get tested; Stella recommends David be tested first.
- The test shows David has zero sperm count. He reacts with anger, saying he overheard Cherry tell a woman at a party that she never wanted children.
- Cherry watches David walk toward the sea, defeated, and realizes he never asked her feelings about children because her feelings were irrelevant.
- Auntie Pat calls to say that Cherry's mother is unwell and has refused to go to the doctor; Pat is angry because the mother claims to have read her own cards and believes she is dying.
Character Development
- Cherry (the narrator): Cherry becomes more self-aware throughout the chapter. She acknowledges her own aggravating habits and her drinking problem. She also begins to see the imbalance in her marriage, where her feelings are not considered. The infertility revelation forces her to recognize David's true nature.
- David: David is portrayed as successful and charming but unable to handle failure. His love for Cherry is conditional on her body and on her role as a potential mother. His fury at the infertility result and his blame-shifting reveal immaturity and an inability to cope with circumstances he cannot control.
Themes, Symbols, or Motifs
- Body versus person: David loves Cherry's body but dislikes her personality, creating a disconnect between physical attraction and emotional connection.
- Alcohol as escape: Cherry drinks to fit in, to make herself more likeable to David, and to numb her discomfort. The parties are described as fever dreams, symbolizing a lost, self-destructive time.
- Infertility and blame: The chapter explores how infertility strains a marriage, especially when one partner blames the other despite the cause being with the accuser. David's accusation that Cherry is relieved reveals his own guilt and anger.
- Communication breakdown: David never discussed his desire for children before marriage; Cherry never confronted his criticisms. The lack of honest communication leads to unspoken resentments.
Why This Chapter Matters
This chapter provides essential backstory for Cherry, explaining the origins of her drinking problem and the dissolution of her first marriage. It reveals how David's infertility and reaction shaped Cherry's later view of relationships. The phone call about her mother's illness sets up a major plot shift, likely prompting Cherry's return to Sydney and the events of the present timeline. It deepens Cherry's character and makes her later actions more understandable.
Study Questions and Answers
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Question: Why does Cherry decide to stop taking the contraceptive pill and try for a baby?
Answer: Cherry believes having a baby will save her marriage and make David love her again. She sees the child as the missing variable that will bring family and love into their lives. -
Question: How does David react to the news of his zero sperm count?
Answer: David becomes furious, refuses Cherry's comfort, and accuses her of being relieved because she never wanted children. He cannot cope with his first major failure and deflects blame onto Cherry. -
Question: What does Cherry realize about David's attitude towards her feelings regarding children?
Answer: She realizes David never asked her about her feelings because her feelings were never relevant to him. He assumed she would comply, but when infertility reveals that children are impossible, he uses her earlier ambivalence against her.